entry 1.

dude, seriously, where is he? where did that idiot go? stupid!!!!... i miss him. i'm starting to think i'm getting too dependent, but i just feel so empty inside without him. im always waiting for him to come back, what am i, a puppy? i just want to fill this void inside me, it sucks. but atleast coding and being productive helps me get my mind off this damn lost puppy syndrome,,,

entry 2.

yesterday was so good, it was such a warm night, i felt like i was in front of a fireplace the whole time,,,, so good,,,, why do i feel the need to moan whenever im happy though is this n ormal i just wanna go NNFGHNNF NN NNANSHNG